Saturday, January 22, 2005


long long time since i laid my hands on a com..
sch has begun, and so has many other things..

it feels lik it has been such a long time..
since so many tings have happened..

heeh.da last time i came online,
i did sth which i seriously wondered if i'd ever regret..
i hope i wun. :)

anyhows, i suppose its a kind of motivation from all the school, cca and family load.
hopefully. :)

gna b an exciting mth for me in feb..
aj family dae, cheshire cny performance, cny, class vdae plans and all..
hope it comes real sooN!
but no march plss...
too scary...

gna get new yr clothes todae w cousin...
hope it liftens my spirits from the bad weeks of sch..
i've run outta tears..
since i broke the guiness wurl book of records that dae... :(
i duwan to be immune to emotional pain!
help me!

"you either find someone to help u or c me everydae."
y does she insist i go for evy math enrichment n to c her evydae?!?!
i did my work! and i was even the source for 16!
HAI...she's biased! :(

ive kinda resigned ter fate..
jus hope il find my pillar of strength s well s motivation soon. :)

sy. 11:37 AM

Saturday, January 01, 2005


Crush
you know everything that I'm afraid of

You do everything i wish i did
Everybody wants you, everybody loves you

I know i should tell you how i feel
I wish everyone would disappear
Every time time you call me,
I'm too scared to be me
And I'm too shy to say

Ooh, I got a crush on you
hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you

You know, I'm the one that you can talk to
And sometimes you tell me things that i don't want to know
I just want to hold you
And you say exactly how you feel about her
And I wonder, could you ever think of me that way

Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you

Ooh, I wish i could tell somebody
But there's no one to talk to, nobody knows
I've got a crush on you
A crush on you,
I got a crush

You say everything that no one says
But i feel everything that you're afraid to feel
I will always want you,
I will always love you

I've got a crush...


Mandy moore




nice feeling, ain't it? (:

sy. 3:15 PM