Thursday, October 27, 2005
sometyms i rli admire ppl hu r so optimistic and have clear goals in life.
they noe they must put in their best bcos life is made up of many many phases.
they noe even if a mountain obstructs them,
frens wud gif em a push!
thanks weishan!
for talking to me n all.
cant wait to witness yr church wedding with one of ur body guards! :))
and also to be ur children's godmum!
and d day when we officially bcum lovers too lol. ;b

todayy it was gp prep..
d response was v good.
and it was very productive.
1st tym i felt this way.
so crowded til me n ll had to sit 1st roww.

lols i gues we aren't behaving lik students abt to take As.
went kbox today from 12-5.
rli rli enjoyed. :)
lets hope everything turns out fine.

its been raining a lott these days.
but conducive. i lik. :))
jus tt it sometyms get freezingg cold.
brr..

sy. 8:51 PM

Saturday, October 22, 2005
HAPPY 18TH BURFDAE MICH DEAREST LAOPO! :))

lol.. had so much fun ydae with d sn clique(minus vie yet agn :(( )
we were supposed to mit at 7.30pm and d poor bdae gal was d earliest!
lol.. went with mum b4 tt to collect stuff and bot 2 tops from zara and flip flops from m)phorsis.
saw miss chen with her bf hehe!
den went to wheelock to look for a suitable eating place but was damn crowded!
and i met miss ng there.
mayb cos it was a fri evening..
we ended up walking to lido den hard rock and ended up in cine for dinner.
lol. and peg left mich's bdae pres bside herr w/o her discovering.
hope she liked d pressies we got her..
dis lamb from nici, a top from bysi, a cheesy lil card(gues hu chose it?lol..), and of cos an album from last yr..
hehe. sorry laopo! dint manage to cele with u when u turned 17!
but we did spend d last moments of ur sweet seventeen with u! :))
and ya, d other half of last yr's pres is with miss riady.
shes basking in indo noww.
hahahs. after dinner we wanted go drink.
preview lounge was too crowded, and peg din wna lose out on d buffet cos she jus bot her $1.40 kacang puteh, so we decided to go rouge, and they said age limit was 21! :/
wad luck!
so we walked down to ps, and starbucks was too crowded,
den finally settled at piazza for drinks.
nice atmosphere. :))
we were havin a whole lot of fun taking pics.
and catching up.
all of us except peg took cocktail with alcoholic content but peg was d onli drunk one! lol.. ;b
we were playing truth or dare.
real interesting. :)
lol..
these ppl kip claiming i was drunk when i was perfectly soberr til they heard d answers they'd wanted..
i tink theyy were more drunk lol..
we left just after d stroke of midnight.(why does this sound lik cinderella?)
and i had to run after my last bus..
lol..
rli enjoyed myself..
always see d beeg pic when im with them.
this is wad i call taking a breather. :)

went wc's house on thurr after dev photos for mich and myself.
we were having loadsa fun and stuffing ourselves with d nice cote d'or chocs her mum bot during her transit to china in msia.
it was yummylicious! :)
she has cute parents.
lol..
den took bus home from tpy.
met shawn on 159..
great to catch up with ppl i haven met up with for so longg. :)
if u happen to chance upon dis,
jiayou n press on!
u dun haf much of a choice! :b
someone's real horny. :x

i wonder howw miss siau is doing in indo.
she jus msged me yday to ask abt my prelims.
wonderr how it feels lik to disappoint everyone. :((
wel, shall not tink bout this noww!
gna mit ll n kt laterss!
yippee! :)

sy. 1:03 PM

Wednesday, October 19, 2005
haha i finally have this song!
fish leong's lu :))
thanks may!
ure d best! :))
so addicted to it. lol.

路 LU-fish leong :))
回头看来时的路
hui tou kan lai shi de lu
总有些复杂感触
zong you xie fu za gan chu
我们走的那么辛苦
wo men zou de na me xin ku
好不容易才到这地步
hao bu rong yi cai dao zhe ge di bu
不被了解的痛楚
bu bei liao jie de tong chu
到不了爱的净土
dao bu liao ai de jing tu
是你让我越过冲突
shi ni rang wo yue guo chong tu
陪我走过风雨险阻这一段路
pei wo zou guo feng yu xian zu zhe yi duan lu

如果开始就能看见幸福
ru guo kai shi jiu neng kan jian xing fu
不在别人眼光耳语中迷路
bu zai bie ren yan guang er yu zhong mi lu
或许我不能把爱看清楚
huo xu wo bu neng ba ai kan qing chu
想把你的手牢牢握住
xiang ba ni de shou lao lao wo zhu

如果这是通往爱的旅途
ru guo zhe shi tong wang ai de lu tu
也许过程注定要荆棘密布
ye xu guo cheng zhu ding yao jing ci mi bu
但我不后悔选择这条路
dan wo bu hou hui xuan ze zhe tiao lu
你的爱让我深深体会
ni de ai rang wo shen shen ti hui
活着的感触
huo zhe de gan chu

不被了解的痛楚
bu bei liao jie de tong chu
到不了爱的净土
dao bu liao ai de jing tu
是你让我越过冲突
shi ni rang wo yue guo chong tu
陪我走过风雨险阻这一段路
pei wo zou guo feng yu xian zu zhe yi duan lu

如果开始就能看见幸福
ru guo kai shi jiu neng kan jian xing fu
不在别人眼光耳语中迷路
bu zai bie ren yan guang er yu zhong mi lu
或许我不能把爱看清楚
huo xu wo bu neng ba ai kan qing chu
想把你的手牢牢握住
xiang ba ni de shou lao lao wo zhu

如果这是通往爱的旅途
ru guo zhe shi tong wang ai de lu tu
也许过程注定要荆棘密布
ye xu guo cheng zhu ding yao jing ci mi bu
但我不后悔选择这条路
dan wo bu hou hui xuan ze zhe tiao lu
你的爱让我深深体会
ni de ai rang wo shen shen ti hui
活着的感触
huo zhe de gan chu

有时我不愿回头看
you shi wo bu yuan hui tou kan
一路太多眼泪混乱
yi lu tai duo yan lei hun luan
幸好有你我才变得勇敢
xing hao you ni wo cai bian de yong gan

如果开始就能看见幸福
ru guo kai shi jiu neng kan jian xing fu
不在别人眼光耳语中迷路
bu zai bie ren yan guang er yu zhong mi lu
或许我不能把爱看清楚
huo xu wo bu neng ba ai kan qing chu
想把你的手牢牢握住
xiang ba ni de shou lao lao wo zhu

如果这是通往爱的旅途
ru guo zhe shi tong wang ai de lu tu
也许过程注定要荆棘密布
ye xu guo cheng zhu ding yao jing ci mi bu
但我不后悔选择这条路
dan wo bu hou hui xuan ze zhe tiao lu
你的爱让我深深体会
ni de ai rang wo shen shen ti hui

我从不后悔选择这条路
wo cong bu hou hui xuan ze zhe tiao lu
因为你的爱让我看见活着的幸福
yin wei ni de ai rang wo kan jian huo zhe de xing fu

this was extracted from louisa's blog!
she allowed me to!
so nice n meaningful.
life's paradox i guess. ;b
time is...
too slow for those who wait...
too swift for those who fear...
too long for those who grieve...
too short for those who rejoice...
but for those who love...
time is not......

sy. 10:26 AM

Tuesday, October 18, 2005
hello
im in e lib with dis sy ah.
finding this song call si lu
for like how many hrs alrdy??!?~!@?@
e poster in front of me says " the ones who search e most, r e ones who find e most" - ASW
ya...
most..
most RUBBISH!
aj comp sucks/
=)
sy likes guys who haf big heads...
small eyes
like tony =P
HAHAAHA
and wear specs!(by me!)

that was lucy aka mrs fugly aka lilian!
lols
that fugly from 0104! (RUBBISh??? - lil)
with d fugly bagg from exxonmobil known as ESSO-asshole
a free gift from when i was sec 1? lols.
hahahahahahhs.
we're supposed to b dg gp tymed prac now.
and annoying ppl using starhub sms.
cos d person's falling asleep.
MJ 2005 Prelim..
sports???
hmm..
and essay?!?!
1)is patriotism a dangerous emotion in d world todayy?
yesyes if u patronise porgy
2)it is work that gives meaning to life. do u agree?
not if its homework
3)the rapid advance in genetic engineering have made man fearful of his future. discuss.
lil- i tot i saw rapist instead of rapid..hahahaha
tt is if we see ourselves beside us tt scares us?
we're afraid of ourselves???

gp- supposed to analyse, think...
ive done my part.
i mean, we haf.. :)

i duwna mug!!!!!
xun: i need a break badly!
dose ppl r driving me nutssss!!!
ive rli wasted d 2 yrss.

lucy: mus work harddddddddd!
and smarttttttt! :)
fugly will b w u always.
may d Force b w u!
mms too old, tony's MUCH better!
and, JS roxx too! :))
dun u agree? yes, yes my foot!!! JS IS AN ASS! nice boms! shake-a-bom-bom
and dun deny, mms liks..... likss..... ms L...
lin yi chen la..

lolllllllsss..



sy. 12:51 PM

Monday, October 17, 2005
extracted from katty chiobu's blog:
ok this is the 17th! im feeling proud of katty! katty has passed GP bio n chem! n she had a monster kill at dota! yeaaaaaaaa baby! im juz so gald my form teacher is nt following us ard next yr! haaahaa!! no more idiots calling me n disturbing my peaceful slp in the wee hrs, 8 am is weee to me. wadeva.

dedicated to a very good fellow, suyee.
last time i see u in school tml.
last taste of school's sorrow
no more excruciating moments waiting for bell ring
no more hearing matthew soh sing.
I wish u will b tougher den this
I wish u see this as bliss.
i miss old changi hospital, dun u?
i miss playing with papayas, dun u?
whenever u miss ajc, think like this.
we're always tgt, we're always ur good fellows.
1st time u see wads university is like.
1st time u step out to wads life.
we will always be tgt!!
n i miss being raped at chalet.
thx for taking my naked fotos.
love u loads. Best of luck.
ur gonna b successful someday.
come to think abt it,
i wonder wad i will feel when its my turn, my last time.
but den again, it isn't.
so i shall stop wondering n study hard next yr.
So Long, Astoria AtarisIt was the first snow of the season
i can almost see you breathinin the middle of that empty street
Sometimes i still see myselfin that lonesome bedroom
playin my guitarand singing songs of hopefor a better future
life isonlyas good as the memories we make
and i'm taking back what belongs to mepolaroids of classrooms unattended
these relics of remembrence are just like shipwrecks only
theyre gone fasterthan the smell after it rains
last night while everyone was sleepin
i tripped through my old neighborhoodand resurrected memories from ashes
we said that we would never
we were really just like them
does rebellion ever make a difference
life is only as good as the memories we make
and im taking back what belongs to me
these relics of remembrence
are just like shipwrecks only
theyre gone fasterthan the smell after it rains
So long astoriai found a map to buried treasure
and even if we come home empty handed
we'll still have our stories of battle scars,
pirate ships and wounded hearts,broken bones,
and all the best of friendships
and when this hourglass
has filtered outits final grain of sandi
raise my glass to the memories we had
this is my wish
this is my wish
im takin backim takin them all back

This song, to all who's graduating. even if we come home empty handed, well still haf our stories of battle scars, pirate ships n wounded hearts. n when this hourglass has filtered out its final grain of sand, i raise my glass to the memories we had....I love 1604, loads of great fwenship forged. i regret retaining.i will miss peeleepala slacker lee loads. loads. loads.i will miss, the fattest chee. jun. chooonmin n bimbo. i will miss the angels, suyee, papaya boobs, lilian n my most beloved erica.i will miss playing with flour n papayas, rapings at chalets, stripping ppl, class movies, sentosa outings, loads...


KATTY: URE MY ANGEL TOO! FOREVER. THANKS FOR MAKING ME LAUGH AND CRY. THANKS FOR ALWAYS BEING THE TRUE FREN TT URE! WE'LL WEATHER THOSE STORMS TGT, AND LET D BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES STAY, BAD ONES FADE.
p.s.: rmb not to waste papayas anymore. u haf a gr8 body. ;b and lastly, when its ur turn, il root for u til d very end! :) promise!

sy. 9:59 PM
todayy is jus not myy day :(
its d 3rd tym im typing dis entry..
first tym i del it accidentally..
second d com jus hanged on me..
wad luck..

fee fie foe! :)
fee was telling me to blogg bout her.
hahahs fee is d nicest n kewtest gal ive ever met! :)
and i love fee to bits and pieces!
and im sure 10 yrs down d road fee wil be veryvery successful! :)
so u mus jiayou fee!

and also, i ran into xun todayy!
like, after manymany yearss and counting.
and ive heard so much bout herr.
was so worried.
xun, if u happen to stumble across this,
i want to tel u i was on d verge of tears when i heard u relate ur encounters.
first thot was, its so wasted!
cos ure so intelligent!
but u must jiayou alrite!
m sure ul mk it real beeg one dayy!
and theres alw mE!
hmm...
i so admire ur courage.
wud u pretty pls advise me?
im lik struggling now!
struggling very hard.
so miserable.
so painful! :((

had bio consul todayy.
cuden conc.
had so much on my mind..
lik my gm was rantling on and on,
'no pt studying cus u wun pass'
sounds true.
was lik another fruitless dayy in sch waiting for my unc to send me hm.
waited from 12-6.
to transport my gazillion tonnes of locker rubbish..
had fun msging ben in d name of luke but 32% and rolling of eyes jus gave me away. ;b
porgy's cute bents glass! :))
must sayy huimin is real pro. :))

when i gt hm, i made my gm fry an egg with cheese for me.
lol.
and i was attempting to fry wanton skin.
but..
i turned d whol kitchen upside down.. literally.
lol..
d kitchen had a PSI of about 120 for half an hourr..

tmr's mr tan's farewell..
prolly d last tym im gna hear mr soh sing?
hahah but tt day..
rehearsal was rli...
cool...
as in "cold" i mean..
hahahhs hope it'l be better tmr..

sangee:
so glad i met u darl!
was so good reminiscing with yu tt day! :)
so glad we met,
i love you!!

nizar:
work hard ya!
m sure u can do it! :)
very sure!

katty:
congrats chiobu!
m proud of u!
thanks for d mocca tt made my day!
classmates agn next yr? ;b

sy. 8:57 PM

Friday, October 14, 2005
last day in our lives we're gna be clad in uniforms officially.
last day we're gna b bounded by sch rules.
last day dragging ourselves to lects/tuts.
last day of receiving homework.
last day in this school.
YET..
last tym we get to c everyone.
last tym we can be labelled 'students'.
last tym huddling together ard d canteen, ever so carefree and lively.
last tym we rush at d sound of d bell..
and many many lasts to come...

we've shared joys, sorrows, laughters, tears.
yet this has come to an end.
we've always yearned so much for the arrival of this day,
and yet now that it is here we dread it.
huggs of foreboding,
photos that may become history.
noone can foretell one another's future.

freedom, as some depicts,
yet agn too much of it scares us.
its lik letting off a kite too soon, too fast, too hasty.
d string may jus break.
will thr ever b a balance of hedonistic pursuits n self discipline?
life is indeed unpredictable.

3 weeks..
why m i still not feeling d urge, grasping d sense of urgency?
i noe i needa buck up.
whr shud i begin from?
how can i perform?

wil jc frens b mere acquaintances,
or are they frens for life?
only tym wil tel. :)

looking forward to:
-getting my nano
-getting my fish leong album
-As tto enddddd
-dying my hair
-trip to HK
-prom?? (mayb not.but i paid )): )
-interact farewell bbq
-my holidays
-watching all my untouched korean vcds
-developing all my photos
-eating candies agn ;b

well, all i can say is, lets hope d goodbyes aint forever.
i've began to love aj!
too late? better late than never. ;b

sy. 8:59 PM

Sunday, October 09, 2005
i was told to describe my life.
hee.
somehow, i got an unknown inspiration of this analogy:
a girl was climbing up the mountains and progressing reasonably well til she tripped and fell into a bottomless pit.
she finds it difficult to accept the truth as she was close, very close to the peak when she fell.
nevertheless, she stood on her feet and started climbing up d mountains again.
she feels weary,
and fears the higher she climbs as history might reenact itself.
besides that, there are ppl hu lift her up
but they themselves have their own heights to scale.
n she seems to b below all these ppl.
of course, there are ppl hu try to push her down tym and again,
but she noes she must b strong.
she noes she has to b brave.
some ppl nv find the courage to scale the mountain again.
and this is d mountain of life.
and so she decides,
no matter how long she is going to take,
shes gg to persevere.
every step, lest how small, is a big step.
even if she falls agn,
she wil begin from the very start.
she has a purpose in life.
she will peak agn.
at least, she wil try.
it is better late than neverr. :))

sy. 5:25 PM


isnt this absolutely cool?!?!
lol im jus gna get it after i save enoughh.
mum's agreed to subsidise! yay!
and hope it nv gets stolen everr. :))


sy. 4:59 PM

Friday, October 07, 2005
hahahha sch has been so intense dese days n i was given 10 days mc.
but i stil went sch.
last night was stil qt a bad night.
had cramps til 4.
1st tym in my life.
BUT..
lol. ;b
gues some things jus kip me gg..
in wadever face of adversity.
today was a relatively happy happy day! :)
jus a wk ago i lost my beloved poddy.
but it has taught me an invaluable lesson.
left an indelible mark.
sighs.
jus have ter move on! :)
i feel..
even if i dun do wel for As (which is highly probable),
life must stil go on for me.
i must not despair.
spent 3 hours today facing math tymed prac outta which i cud barely do six qns.
glad wc dear saved my day.
she always does! :)
grateful to haf her in my life.
and all other frens too.
sangee, skelby hehe.
at least im not subjected to a dead end.
learnt to tk things moe lightly.
today sth happened which i prolly wud haf flared up if d same exact ting took place half a yr ago.
i guess ppl do change.
im glad i did.
lik wad calvin "excruciatingly" quoted from an m1 ad,
"one life. live it."
true enough.
lol n today s ive said was rli a happi happi day.
enjoyed bio consul, BOTH periods..
hahahas enzyme's rli a fun topic.
many many grins! :))

sy. 8:26 PM

Saturday, October 01, 2005




Your Personality Is
Idealist (NF)


You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.
You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.
You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.
In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.
At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.
With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.
As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.
On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to obedience and warmth.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
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Your Birthdate: March 5
With a birthday on the 5th of the month you are inclined to work well with people and enjoy them. You are talented and versatile, very good at presenting ideas. You may have a tendency to get itchy feet at times and need change and travel.
You tend to be very progressive, imaginative and adaptable. Your mind is quick, clever and analytical. A restlessness in your nature may make you a bit impatient and easily bored with routine. You may have a tendency to shirk responsibility
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Your Personality Profile
You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart.Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people.You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile.
You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker.You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side.Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches.
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Your Japanese Name Is...
Gina Nakamura
What's" your Japanese Name?


How You Are In Love
You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
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sy. 3:18 PM
this is very annoying.
this is very very infuriating.
this is very very very antagonizing.

why on earth wud someome steal my ipod?
my onli companion in my battle against my fears?
why does it have to be me?
isnt it unfortunate enough to be plagued by a physiological prob?
then a psychological one?
then suffering from the aftermath of it all in my personal life and studies?

why isit when its alr a burden when i haf to attend to both my probs tt ppl have to strike?
is that considered a sweet victory to them that they've fulfilled their "veni, vedi, veci" policy of i came, i saw, i conquer?
i call them cowards.
ok i admit it was carelessness on my part too.
but this is a learning institution!
i suppose i was jus blind to trust.

then the violence.
he did not believe i studied in sch.
he said i was dumb to be losing such stuff.
in a pique of anger,
i lamented it was none of his business.
which is true.
and he wanted to hit my head with a chair.
fine.
he can do wad he wants to.
since i see no meaning in life.

sy. 1:56 PM