Wednesday, December 27, 2006

this foto was taken by gary.
and amazing thing was- cal was caught.
wahahha.

sy. 1:22 AM

Tuesday, December 26, 2006
lol paiseh a lil impatient cus it takes a veh longg tym to upload, so created collage! =D












sy. 8:14 PM
merry xmas evryone! ((:
ALISON: its d monsoon season now. freezing and yess nice to hibernate but for your sake i wont! :D

hehe. its DA HOLSS! falala okay its juz a recess week, i thk their intention was for us to study but hu cares hu cares. ITS DA HOLS! (:

lol. well ehhs.. qt a lot happened, but yea happy i got to meet up with qt a lotta ppl! went out with joce, bought a new tv(yay!), met skelby twice for our annual gift-exchange(lilian was M.I.A!!!! =( ) and kbox, UOL bash, gossipshit blahblah..
LOL.

and yess! i went to dye my hair red and asked the hairdresser how curls wud look on me and so she did temp ones for me! i tot it looked terrible but yah cherlynn claims its fine! lol.

and skelby! ohman how i miss them!
kaitian: seeing her less often =(
lilian: shes so bz she dint come for our exchange!!!
erica: my monkeyku gf! lol i still love her as much =)
bee: hahaha she nv fails to entertain me and she got my gift=))
xuan: i got her gift~!!! woohoo and we were fellow cam-whores!

in short i just love all of them! ((:

and there was bash in which i attended with cher, peiwen, meiting darling, rena, hanhui.
we kinda had loadsa fun!
esp cher and i!
LOL, i totally love her! shes so very sweet!~
and yess she looked damn hot!
shall post some pics. heh.
so sad she lost her cam, hope shes fine now and our pics juz disappear from d surface of this earth forever! (esp those that were strictly confidential
heh ok ppl i wil send u guys pics soonsoon! :D

and i met peg! we went siglap den went ecp.
lol squeezes i miss her so much!
shes stil damn corny and funny.
shud listen to her dustbin story LOL.

den der was mich and wc.
went k wit them then pepperlunch with chee and she came my house. =)

cousin came my house to stay over d next day too! and we bought a fryer!
and we had a xmas spread!
LOL.
okay shall upload d pics and update soonsoon!
=))

on a sidenote, im a lil worried. nothing seems to be able to prevent it from starting all over. i wna go sch and i wna be normal.

sy. 7:49 PM

Monday, December 18, 2006
just heard some hot and amusing news!

stunned, elated!

happy for you sweets!!! ((:

sy. 9:03 PM

Sunday, December 17, 2006
the view i see now is the same as yesterday.
the street i walk on is still the same.
but my whole world has changed.
i definitely cannot smile like that again.
who i was up till yesterday,
will never show up again.
-'one litre of tears'

very touching jap drama.
once youre plagued by it, you stick with it.
you smile, but no longer smile.

sy. 3:00 PM

Tuesday, December 12, 2006
yes yes i love cherlynn! :D
AND I CAN TELL HER FORTUNE!
LOL.
she can anticipate meeting her prince charming on thursday.
and spending a romantic evening with him.
whee! :b

sy. 2:24 AM

Monday, December 11, 2006
has anyone ever felt left behind?

i felt it agn today..

was actually very jovial from a whole string of happy things which surrounded me last week.
and when one bad thing started to happen, everything else just didnt fall in place.

to you*:
i know i was wrong for making you wait.
but u nv gave me a chance to explain what happened.
you didnt believe me when i told u i was on d bus.
you made me feel that our friendship is not worth your time.
i had so much to share with you.
yet you never gave me a chance to say anything.
i was remorseful,
yet you never forgave.
i apologised.
yet u didnt respond.
i ordered something for us,
and you didnt even bother looking.
nevermind the scrutiny from d ppl ard.
nevermind the fact that i gorged the food down..
but have you ever thought that i may hav waited for you as well?
if not others have and ive waited for others?
you may not like it and noone does,
but that is a test of how much you value your friend.
how much you yearn to see her.
please understand that youre not the only one with temper.
try empathising.

wanted to walk home today.
but it poured.
just like my feelings today.
took the bus home instead.
and when i got to my house,
it continued pouring.
with lightning and thunder.
and me sitting at the busstop,
ppl coming, ppl going.
they had ppl sending them home in cars, maids bringing umbrellas for them, tuition ctrs loaning out umbrellas to their tutees' mothers, etc...
sat thr and thought thru wad was gg on.
noone was at home to deliver an umbrella to me.

amd gradually, everyone left.
all but me agn.
sat at the bus stop feeling very lousy.
sudden surge of tears welling up but i jus had to control.
because i am fated to be left behind in every aspect of my life.
and yes sy, live with it.
life's so short, enjoy it!

on a sidenote,
went kbox with ganbee and peiwen.
(: seniors from esprimere.
ganbee and me stayed for 8 hours.
broke record.
almost died, but was a great feeling.
meeting skelby tmr! -for k too. hee.


and this was a hair wk for d 3 of us. bro was preparing for prom. sis and me juz had nothing better to do. celebrated bro's bday.
and i was v v happy cus i gt an A for econs! i would nv hav imagined it, but ohwells, no longer that happy anymore. and my mum jus bought a bravia tv and home theatre system. was very excited but also, not as excited now.
ppl whom ive not been in touch with has been contacting me recently. which could be a good start. =)

jenyuh: hey girl! wil email you soon yah! do u blog? howre u over thr? misses!
juzme=) : hahah go play. its www.relevance2day.com
ali: hahaha no more mrs fields ard! and happy bday in advance! gimme your snail mail addy! (:
joce: heyo! (: howre you! ask me out soonsoon! misses.
JAIME YONG & GOH SIYING: hurry choose a date u bz babes!

guanyang has grown! whee! :b

sy. 10:03 PM

Sunday, December 03, 2006
misia -everything

nice nice song=)

sy. 3:41 AM

Saturday, December 02, 2006


hehe tym to update. been qt bz for d past two wks cus of tests blahblahblah.
try to recap wad ive been doing. hahah cus its been damn long since ive kept myself bz but now im freeee agn which is really kinda sad.. but heck!

anw for d past two wks, some significant stuff that i rmb which happened..

went shopping with kat & hc. and i got my pink superman pillow! ((:
hahaha. and it was really funny cus we kept bumping into ajcians or ppl we know while walking along town. then there was this le coq mascot soft toy that hc took a pic of.

den went out with wc and saw this alien thingy in precious moments. haha super cute. and yah recently theres been a lotta legs sticking out from d dustbins in sch! rli got a shock when i walked past one on a monday while rushing for lecture.

and attended miss leows wedding. =)
skelby wasnt there with me, but luckily there was xiaojun, meichee, basilia, xinyi, angela, suping and ben.
rli happy for her cus i believe they'll be happily and blissfully married.
was rli touching esp when she was thanking her parents and was overwhelmed with tears.
all these made my 1000 pc jigsaw all worthwhile. =)
den went with darling ganbee to max pavillion to see fish leong!
hehehe. rli rli rli love her vocals.
so exciting to see her cus i rmb in jc2 her concert was on my bday den dunno why but dint get to go.
:( so was rli rli happy that day.
shes coming agn soon!
and saw chin hao there. was qt shocked also lol.

went to give cousin tuition and yah my baby cousin has grown!
so long since i last seen him. as cute as ever! and i thk he can identify ppl alr.
notice his sulky expression when my bro carried him! hahahaa.:b

there was also talentime in which a lotta singing club ppl participated in..
one day b4 d event my bro, his fren, sitong and me went kbox while she practised. nice! =)
we took a grp foto and thanks to someone,..... omg ok nvm shall nt include this part.
so anw they won first for group but solo top 3 none of them won which left me pretty stunned cus i rli rli tot they sang veh well. =(
haiz.

and i finally got to mit sangee after her exams!
someone kindly let her noe which mrs fields outlets are stil available!
her degree of disappointment has been increasing exponentially!

saw josephine tdy. she passed me two books in which one of them was "expect a miracle" by kathy freston. hehe, a book on finding d right relationship? hahaha.. but yah her point being there were tips to remaining still and accepting whr u are in dis moment and allowing change or d world to unfold itself b4 you. there were meditating steps also! and d first few pages utterly convinced me that its rli diff to be in a state of complete stillness and peace, not allowing yourself to thk of anything..

and finally everyone and i mean everyone schooling is finally breaking for d hols. except my school. hahha, so i can anticipate town would be rli rli crowded..
now i juz cant wait to mit kt, ric, ll, bee and xuannie.
and wc, peg mich vie! jaime siying! everyone!=)

sy. 11:14 PM