Wednesday, November 28, 2007
life's so so fragile..

everything else seems so trivial.

like benice said,
even if we kip questioning why,
there is no answer.

its so scary.
you could be around,
& gone in a split second.

im slow.

rest in peace.

sy. 2:00 AM

Monday, November 26, 2007
maxed-out.

gna explode soon.

emo emo emo emo.

even i dont understand myself.
i finally cried it out.

sy. 4:34 AM
had esprimere outing yesterday. :)










sy. 4:21 AM

Saturday, November 24, 2007
long long tiring tiring day today!



had breakfast with eric at KAP this morn,


den he sent me to sch to hav exco meeting with scs,
followed by CF.. which marisa wanted to go to see johnny tan..
but ended up being greeted by the familiar "kor-efficients shous-shoe the magnitude"
oh mannnn!!!!!!!!!

and as usual, this packed class became like this after break..

see marisa's masterpiece! :D


after CF, we waited for bestie and marikisa=p to end lect b4 gg down clarke quay
to cel cs' bday at his uncle's restaurant "grains".

had rli yummy food=)



went for a stroll and saw chee dear with her frens! :D
and she became our photographer :)
of cos we had our embarrassing moments merely trying to take some photos. :b
LOL.

posting the photos here for you guys to kope(chee toos!)! (:


and check out this blog.. http://mylittlenewhope2.blogspot.com/
kinda sad..

sy. 1:52 AM

Thursday, November 22, 2007

and my one and only nephew kaijie was on straits times' urban tdy :)

sy. 11:14 PM
今天在学校走着走着，
一年以来第一次对这间学校感到陌生，
环境，人，都很陌生。。。

霎时间，连世界都变陌生了。。。
自己也觉得自己好陌生。。。

sy. 11:07 PM

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

























estella huiching darryl tecksheng and me went to surprise chengsong yday outside his LT.
LOL...

it was the funniest surprise..
the moment we tricked him outta the LT and he saw us,
he ran back to class!
then we had to threaten that if he didnt come out,
we would go in.
it was then that he came out.. a lil reluctantly. :b
lol..
waiting for estella to post the video on youtube.

and yeah a pic of fish! :))

sy. 11:28 PM


tuning in to fm883 now.

and darryl and cherlynn are on air!

yupps!

pls vote for them at http://www.funkygrad.com/campusreporter/ :))

sy. 10:49 PM

Tuesday, November 20, 2007
just back from yoga with aunt. :)
haha. knees are hurting but still,
its fav instructor. :D
lol.

aunt asked him really fascinating qns today.
so paiseh to go baq agn..




ohhs and ive been putting this pic in my ezlink cardholder for a period longer than i can rmb.
gossipshit* on my 18th bday :D
2.5 years ago!


aunt saw it and commented that we all look different.
more immature then..

i thk theyre so going to murder me if they see this.
but yeah, things were so different..
haha. now everyone's so busy.
all BUT me.. cos i self-declare too much holidays.



anyways,
went with kt dear to kunion for fish leong's tea party on sat. :D
then like some lil girls,
we went on to central for her autograph session
and mediacorp for her psc recording with sis and ts.
LOL.
kt was so embarrassed whn we were asked to put on this red shirt.
luckily we took it off after her tea party.
will post some pics soon.. haha.


and then sun rec went down with me to support tong and tai an for BOV.
:))
they sang really well.
continue to jiayou!

sy. 12:50 AM

Friday, November 16, 2007



An elderly couple had dinner at another couple's house,
and after eating, the wives left the table and went into the kitchen.
The two gentlemen were talking, and one said,
'Last night we went out to a new restaurant and it was really great.
I would recommend it very highly.'
The other man said,
'What is the name of the restaurant?'
The first man thought and thought and finally said,
'What is the name of that flower you give to someone you love?
You know... The one that's red and has thorns.'
'Do you mean a rose?'
'Yes, that's the one,' replied the man.
He then turned towards the kitchen and yelled,
'Rose, what's the name of that restaurant we went to last night?'

lol. got these from angela..so cute ;)

sy. 1:15 AM

Thursday, November 15, 2007
its ugly.
when it seems flawless on the outside,
yet it is decomposing inside..


day by day,
you convince yourself,
yes im just one of them.


yet deep down,
you noe youre not.

all you can do,
is to clench your fists tightly,
not even noticing the protruding knuckles,
and allow your jaws to tighten.

you wonder how long this would last.
soon, you become conditioned to this.
never belittle conditioning.

sometimes,
you just hope to achieve simple,
yet great things in life.
you want to watch a movie sitting right in the middle,
you want to enjoy the serenity doing yoga,
you want to break free from pity,
you want to avoid scrutiny,
you want to just entrust yourself to someone.
yet it may just sound easy to anyone you pick on the streets,
but to you,
its a feat.

somehow,
hopes are always deluding.
just like how looks are deceiving.

i was just being random..

sy. 10:47 PM
this post is meant for recruit kong yw's eyes!

youre disillusioned!!!!
nonono my blog doesnt suggest anything and there isnt anything!
LOL.

cheer up btw!
heres a smile for you!

:))

sy. 9:59 PM
supper with the esprimere-ans at circuit road!
the vegetarian "fried oyster" was really good! :)
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sy. 2:00 AM

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went ten dollar ktv with rena zhencong and yanlong.
and we had fun :))
the cost of it: im totally totally voiceless! :(
now yellow owes me 粤语拼音 :b
looks like our 自拍女王 rena's skills are deproving :b
of cos with the exception of taking her narcissistic photos. :b
sometimes when i imagine myself a few years down the road,
the uncertainty petrifies me.
and this revolves ard a vicious cycle.
nono.. i want my slp back.
i cant sleep. and i dunno why.
have been slping only when dawn breaks.
another assignment left undone, unsubmitted..

sy. 1:59 AM

Monday, November 12, 2007























i seriously dont wanna lose you you you you or you.

THE KITE

With bounding silence atop the clouds
I fly and reach toward the heavens aloft,
Like the goddess of freedom,
I wander above the earth and am awed with
beautiful splendor at the dreams and
hopes that are being painted beneath me
I watch and marvel at these deeds and
so I climb higher, hoping to snatch
a broader glance .
But suddenly …
I must stop! I’m free no more.
I’ve come to the last inch of
my string and I can’t climb
anymore.
I am restricted
to only a small area in
space, unable to work
toward achieving my
aims and goals . I
then look back,
and I sense faith and
I sense love
and then like
a gift from God,
I am set free.
But
this
time
F
O
R
E
V
E
R

sy. 11:10 PM
finally went for yoga with aunt today. :)
looks like im really not disciplined with the absence of my fav instructor.


shiokkkk. :)
and yay fav instructor's gna be back on thurs!


things just go abt in a cycle like what monkey says.
so i shall just live life like that then.
loop. loop. loop. loop. loop.


so many things have been happening within esprimere.
feel sad sometimes..
esp when i thk of the times when we were all happy & jovial,
whenever we got together. :(
and when i browse thru those fotos, and lovely smiles.
those initial plans and goals..
those ties.. :(

on the other hand, i just realised sth!!


amelberg says:
i juz paid ur lib fine today btw
amelberg says:
lol

uh-oh i cant believe this! SORRY DEAR a gazillion times!
i really forgot to return the books on time!
i swear i didnt do it on purpose!!!! :b
will return you the fine when i see you!!!
which is SOON okok! :)


assignment due on thu! sigh its not sth i can choose not to submit. :(
lazybones acting agn.

and it seems like dear december's gna be filled with loadsa hectic plans.

concerts to attend, proposed family vacation, cousin's wedding, tests on top of everything else im doing now! i need time and elimination of lazybones!



chee: yes dear. some things are just predestined.
thou i never expected myself to deviate so much from the norm.

jiayou for exams! il seeyou soonn! :)

sy. 1:15 AM

Thursday, November 08, 2007
sy's been an emo puck for the past few days.
sigh.

all the sources of strength, probably wont last forever.
dont condone me,
hate me.

i seriously dont understand myself.

monkey, be strong. im here too.

sy. 11:50 PM

Thursday, November 01, 2007
雨不停歇 蕭賀碩
　
飛　有目的的飛　沒有掩飾的向前
也許無法全都了解　開始自己的明天
有一點淚也無所謂

今天不用擔心明天的後悔
下一秒就在眼前
世界不停的追　不會為了任何人改變
剩下一點單純和疲憊

我往前　不在想念昨天
雨不停歇　阻擋了勇氣和冒險
卻聽不見　心底的倒影不再像從前
轉過身無法後退

我往前　不在想念
雨不停歇　阻擋了勇氣和冒險
我想聽見　曾經的努力值得我們再追
就算迷濛一片　雨不停歇我卻只能往前

sy. 12:56 AM