Wednesday, November 22, 2006
旅程 - 張惠妹
明明醒著的午後 感覺像個夢
暖暖吹著的微風 走過的路一幕幕在夢中
每當懷疑開始搖頭 相信總是緊握我的雙手
告訴我努力會有結果

當我害怕的時候 什麼都沒把握
勇敢總是在左右 再困難的夢陪我一起做
每當傷心開始低頭 快樂悄悄走近對我訴說
讓我們抬頭看看天空

＊SUNNY DAY WITH THE RAIN TOGETHER
像苦與甜交織的景色　
春天的花 冬天的寒冷　
都是色彩繽紛的人生
SUNNY DAY WITH THE RAIN TOGETHER
時間轉動著古老的緣份　
黑暗的夜 明亮的早晨　
那都是我們 豐盛的旅程

當我害怕的時候 什麼都沒把握
勇敢總是在左右 再困難的夢陪我一起做
每當傷心開始低頭 快樂悄悄走近對我訴說
雨後的天空會有彩虹

sy. 2:01 AM

Saturday, November 18, 2006

meiting is cute. really. :D

sy. 2:23 AM
sobss...
i typed one whole long entry and its gone. ='(
server reset!

hee. wanted to blog abt this special econs lecturer, mr t, whose presence makes friday lectures hilarious and enriching. personally, i thk hes one of the few lecturers who is able to inject humour(though sometyms lewd) throughout d lectures.

mr t was lecturing abt monopolistic firms today and was trying to bring out his point that because of the heterogeneous nature of the different goods produced by diff firms, branding results in consumers willing to fork out a higher premium for the supposed 'goodwill' of the product.

and so he was drawing a thin line and an odd-shaped figure on his transparency and being d conscientious students in sch(lol), we reproduced it on our notes, in which he labelled d line CK and d figure CR.

this was how it looked like on d screen:

he den explained that CK referred to calvin klein undergarments and CR, crocodile, and thou they are different by only a letter, CK costs $20 and CR $2. also, CR can provide more support, but ppl would rather pay d extra premium for CK, probably cus there were "no strings attached". lol. i thk hes rli very comical.
we all had to erase those stuff in d end.

jus skyped ali all the way in uk, miss that babe.
shes got a really nice room over thr. =)

lilian: hehe paiseh dint see you on msn! if u happen to see this, yes, clique chalet! im ons ons!! =D good luck for tests!
sangee: im sure d qns didnt change after u wrote two pages dear! good luck! and tkcr. low immunity period cus of monsoon i guess. lol.

beginning to catch a cold agn.
i cant fall sick in d next mth!
no, sy, no!

and im beginning to believe that once i start getting into a photo mania, i cant stop!
lol, we had some shots fetish yet agn today. :D


sy. 1:39 AM

Thursday, November 16, 2006




baq home from sch and singing.
today was basically a narcissistic day in school with rena ard,
and i realise ive been having bad hair days!!
haha i dint noe my fone camera had so many functions.
we took shots in d lt, outside lt, atrium and even d loo!
esp those at d atrium looked lik we were jumping down d building..
kinda creepy. -.-
lol. let d pics show how a camera can bring excitement to d bland sch life.

talentime's 30th nov in school auditorium. 1930 to 2200!
anyone interested? come down with me! lol.
i wanna go vote!

so afterall, i suppose i'd be gg for miss leow's wedding.
sharing a gift with ben-a jigsaw!
(but i havta piece it =( )
lol. dis cinderella and prince pic on it-1000 pcs.
looks like its gonna be fun piecing it.
but heck. im supposed to be very free.

estella said we could go down and try recording a song in studio.
so me and sitong actually put down our names for d experience.
sounds like fun but i thk she has alr chosen jolin's 柠檬草的味道 for us to sing..
and we sang xmas carols today during singing.
thk we'l prolly end up carolling too. haha.

met ben for dinner after singing.
feel damn bad cus made him wait agn!
and its home sweet home! :D

worried abt mum. i pray, that things at work would be fine. really. it doesnt sound fine. reality is harsh. so is d real world towards ppl.

sy. 11:17 PM

Tuesday, November 14, 2006
okay. with stuff occupying my mind,
negative tots get flushed away, hopefully.

erica monkeyku gf:
this post is dedicated to you. lol.
i guess youre prolly d only one hus reading my blog now as everyones in their exam frenzy and all.
all but me.
and yes im telling you, the huever u mentioned in your blog.
theyre not right.
i swear thats not healthy. haha.
lol. nevertheless, work hard my dear!
i cant wait to hang out with u after your exams!
and when am i going to hav a midnight surprise from u? -pouts-
lol.

and yah, miss leow's wedding's coming real soon. wanna go qt badly but skelby's not gg, so is sangee. =( sobs.
anyway im supposed to go with darling meiting to fish leong's concert on that day.
lol.
that would be our first 'date'.
supposed to meet benice in approx 30 mins, lemme make do with whatever tym i hav left.
shud i or shud i not join db?
i feel like, yet am skeptical about my own abilities.
seems like what the palmist said, im very indecisive and am really influenced by my frens ard me, is somewhat very true.
dunno if i shud even be changing course b4 my foundation year ends.

and yah btw,
i went to d palmist agn with hc and kat.
so amusing.
he actually said that i hav a lot of seeds of opportunities, but i need to noe how to cherish them, if not they'd be gone.
also there're alot of ppl in life hu would help, support and encourage me.
which come to thk of it, its qt true.
he said im a person with authority and would someday work in d field of authority, say a teacher or run a biz. (he said my palms signalled i was suited for that!) lol. and shud i be interested in psychology, sociology, fortune-telling, counselling or palmistry, i shud try cus if i persevere, i'd excel in that field.
he mentioned sth abt me using my mouth to earn my keep.
and he said thou im an efficient worker, i tend to make mistakes cus i tend to be impulsive. and im too egoistic and so my E.Q. can get low at tyms. lol.
and the last thing he said was that i hav tai tai hands!
lol.
b4 my turn i even told kat and hc that i wanted to be a housewife. (actually i was kinda kidding cus i cant do housework)
nonetheless, this whole thing was kinda fun and interesting.

okay. i juz got a video call from hc & darryl while theyre enjoying themselves at vivo and i dint noe it was a video call and i slammed d phone str at my ears. : so embarrassing! goodness. i guess i rli dont know how to use sony ericsson fones. lol. and i juz bought d brown k800i and theres this free photo printer with compliments from singtel but i found out from darryl that they were giving out Zouk tickets as well.. oh... =(
nvm bout that.

ive 3 tests next wk.. soci, accts and econs. urgh.
lets hope i wun be like last tym.
cun even be bothered to flip thru d notes.

looking forward to xmas. season to be jolly. =)

sy. 5:38 PM

Sunday, November 05, 2006
getting closer and closer...

to being a loner....

perhaps thats me.

sy. 9:41 PM

Thursday, November 02, 2006
its d beginning of As again..
hahah i suppose its my lifetym regret?
(no sy, let go let go!)
hmmm...
good luck to all taking As/Os/exams! (:
which makes me poorer by more friends for d tym being!

and tmr's GP paper, as usual, d opening special that marks d start of As.
my bro was trying to slp from 10 to 12 and finally managed to plunge into a slumber..

somehow as i see what's gg thru, i begin to thk of last yr.
a yr ago, i was juz like him, anxious over the whole thing,
i knew i wanted to redo, but d stakes were ambiguous.
noone truly noes how badly u can do to fail,
and d worst of all is when you're caught in between,
having d least choices in life.

perhaps i tot i had gotten over all these.

but i noe i haven.

its rli depressing, but can anyone empathise?
suppose only ppl hu've been thru it will..

for d past few days, i've been diagnosed with food poisoning after the markhan outing.
was nice catching up with them=)
at least you noe u hav an affiliation out there.

had fever and diarrhoea and constipation..
hahah sounds damn ironic but yah..
and d doc prescribed live bacteria for me to take.
to neutralise the acidity in my stomach i thk..
and ive been staying home cus of this.

juz had a terrifying dream that day.
dreamt that i was redoing my As all over agn,
and i didnt even noe it and so i didnt prepare for it..
and i broke out in cold sweat..

was dat d same feeling i got when i faced it last yr?
lets say i hope its not gonna turn out to be a vicious cycle for life.
nv in life have i felt that examinations were so daunting.

-______-

sy. 1:05 AM