Saturday, February 07, 2009

i guess i've changed.


sometimes i feel im nt myself anymore.

i feel i've lost myself in the past.

where there were no frills, no fears, no nothing.


i've felt down and out the most for the past close to three years.

environment certainly brings out a lot in an individual.

i see the real world in school.

i feel sad losing people i once cherished the most, and probably still deep down.

it gets sadder when you try to convince yourself they wont do it to you,

and yet, always, the world is never ideal.


hopefully i'll be able to graduate this year.

and even better if sometimes wounds arising from accidental mishaps can cure itself,

but that seems to be more impossible than the impossibility theorem.


and yea, i wanna quit indulgence. stop.


to the gossipshit and skelby dears, will event blog when im feeling less lethargic!

sy. 2:25 AM