Tuesday, September 20, 2005
prelims r coming to an end..
feel sad n empty, partly cos of knowing i wun mk it,
another is losing frens..
somehow ul find urself stranded in a forest during dis transition period.
do i even haf d right to live on?
im a good for nth, good in nothing person.
im sure d wurl wil b less burdened w/o me?
n probably vice versa.
"giving up"
these two words have never existed in my dictionary as much s it is making an impact noww.
m i making sense?
there r no perfections in anything.
but can there be ultimate flaws?
y m i d one??
i keep telling myself i wil emerge s a stronger person..
but isit rli true?
sighh.
i wna escape.
i wna noe whether i'd still haf a future.
im alreadyy robbed of my rights to live normally, to smile from my heart,
not even to love.
n i feel so so inferior.
im lik a loser.
im lik nothing.
i have no good traits.
i onli burden others.

sy. 3:00 PM