Saturday, October 01, 2005
this is very annoying.
this is very very infuriating.
this is very very very antagonizing.

why on earth wud someome steal my ipod?
my onli companion in my battle against my fears?
why does it have to be me?
isnt it unfortunate enough to be plagued by a physiological prob?
then a psychological one?
then suffering from the aftermath of it all in my personal life and studies?

why isit when its alr a burden when i haf to attend to both my probs tt ppl have to strike?
is that considered a sweet victory to them that they've fulfilled their "veni, vedi, veci" policy of i came, i saw, i conquer?
i call them cowards.
ok i admit it was carelessness on my part too.
but this is a learning institution!
i suppose i was jus blind to trust.

then the violence.
he did not believe i studied in sch.
he said i was dumb to be losing such stuff.
in a pique of anger,
i lamented it was none of his business.
which is true.
and he wanted to hit my head with a chair.
fine.
he can do wad he wants to.
since i see no meaning in life.

sy. 1:56 PM