Friday, October 14, 2005
last day in our lives we're gna be clad in uniforms officially.
last day we're gna b bounded by sch rules.
last day dragging ourselves to lects/tuts.
last day of receiving homework.
last day in this school.
YET..
last tym we get to c everyone.
last tym we can be labelled 'students'.
last tym huddling together ard d canteen, ever so carefree and lively.
last tym we rush at d sound of d bell..
and many many lasts to come...

we've shared joys, sorrows, laughters, tears.
yet this has come to an end.
we've always yearned so much for the arrival of this day,
and yet now that it is here we dread it.
huggs of foreboding,
photos that may become history.
noone can foretell one another's future.

freedom, as some depicts,
yet agn too much of it scares us.
its lik letting off a kite too soon, too fast, too hasty.
d string may jus break.
will thr ever b a balance of hedonistic pursuits n self discipline?
life is indeed unpredictable.

3 weeks..
why m i still not feeling d urge, grasping d sense of urgency?
i noe i needa buck up.
whr shud i begin from?
how can i perform?

wil jc frens b mere acquaintances,
or are they frens for life?
only tym wil tel. :)

looking forward to:
-getting my nano
-getting my fish leong album
-As tto enddddd
-dying my hair
-trip to HK
-prom?? (mayb not.but i paid )): )
-interact farewell bbq
-my holidays
-watching all my untouched korean vcds
-developing all my photos
-eating candies agn ;b

well, all i can say is, lets hope d goodbyes aint forever.
i've began to love aj!
too late? better late than never. ;b

sy. 8:59 PM