Saturday, November 12, 2005

















'your life is an energy system. when you throw out things you create a vacuum, and you get things moving. notice how often new things come along to replace what you give away.' -andrew matthews

'There is the greatest practical benefit in making a few failures early in life.' -T.H. Huxley

how true is this statement?
failure- one word ive hardly encountered in d course of my life.
yet now its impending,
there is fear.
fear of disappointing those hu had faith in me.
fear of whether i can take the scrutiny.
fear of losing frens.
fear of being alone.
fear of facing setbacks again.
true enough, we all face setbacks in life.
and to me, such a huge one comin for d very first tym scares me.
will i be able to handle it?
as much s i noe how to console others,
can i help myself?
perhaps this tym, ive learnt my lesson.
a hard one, but hu noes how far it may bring me.
persist on persist on persist on sy.
dun gif up on ur life.
rid those negative thoughts!
one yearr more rli isnt a great deal.
really.

you have a longer way to go.
you know u did not even put in much effort.
you dun deserve to pass.
you have no right to feel sad.
you tried!
its not your fault you were stricken with such a problem so untimely.
PLEASE! take things easy.
dun shed a tear no more!
such things r not worth ur tearss!
CHILL!!!

thanks mich!
for pei ing me one whole day to unwind yday.
crystal jade, movie..
back to d good old days.
"Just like heaven" was fabulous.
il be lik d lead-embrace failure with happiness!
bcos i blif lik her, i will not b a failure all my life.
i mus learn to smile lik her even after failing.
wil always rmb d guy bsid u hu laughed so loudly when nobody else did.
and d guy on my right who sobbed when d lead related abt her failure.
nono it wasnt me!

When You Believe-Mariah Carey, Whitney Houston
Many nights we pray
With no proof anyone could hear
And our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood

Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we know we could

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill

Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away
And now I am standing here
My heart's so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking wordsI never thought I'd say

There can be miracles
When you believe (When you believe)
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill

Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (You can achieve)
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fear
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way safe through the rain
Thought of a still resilient voice
Says love is very near

There can be miracles (miracles)
When you believe (When you believe)
Though hope is frailIt's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (You can achieve)
When you believe
Somehow you will,
Now you will
You will when you believe
You will when you believe
You will when you believe
Just believe
You will when you believe



sy. 3:50 PM