Thursday, December 15, 2005





i used to be extremely uncondoning towards sarcasm, esp d older gen.
gues life's turning pts rli says a lot.
i tend to luff it off in most cases noww..
cos i realised ppl most skeptical towards me mean good.
and eventually d nicer side of them shines. :)

sometyms i wonder if my dad loves me.
well i noe i shuden doubt him,
i wish i cud tel him how much i treasure him,
and tel him not to be so hard on me if he rli cared..
and if he rli wanted to find out anything,
i wud rli rli be honest with him.
he jus doesnt listen.
and lik to tk it d hard way.
i try to endure,
try to tel myself he doesnt mean it.
i dun even live with him or even d rest of d fam,
so when i do, why cant he dote on me a lil,
jus lik any other dad hu regard their daughters as princesses?
im d eldest,
yet d most unloved.
sometyms i feel lik running away.
to somewhr whr i wil not mit anyone i noe.
somewhr painless.

caught sangee and tina this morning at causeway.
was fashionably late and they ended up in d lib lol.
we watched pride and prejudice(my second tym) and i rli feel its a good production! :)
even tina and sangee agreed with me after watching,
though initially tina's fren told her it was d most boring movie on earth.
was qt sad d theatre had barely ten ppl.
perhaps cos it was in d morn,
but its a real gr8 show!!!
Keira Knightley is just sssssssoooooo pretty! -ogles-
lol.
reallY!
my goodness.
shes so angellic.

went pasta for lunch and due to sangee's negligence,
poor tina had to drink corn soup which she did not lik(sangee ordered tt)
and ice lemon tea(which sangee claimed she liked it too).
lol.
i wonder if sangee rli knew her for 6 yrs.
we followed her while she went shopping with her mum and sis and she was asked to get this photoframe which, sadly, no sales assistant wanted to entertain her requests.
(it must be cos they saw hagrid)
and i realise whenever u step in causeway's toilet with sangee ul c two hagrids!
one on d floor lol.
and they share a distinctive colour hahahahs.
whoops!
played truth or truth at swensens cos sangee dint dare to accept my dares!!
LOL.
den i went cold storage with sangee.
she said she'll make brownies and cook for me.
hahahhah.
and we were planning a chalet hahahhaha.

went town on tues for less dan an hour?
ard there lol with nizar.
and sat in front of d xmas tree at np for ard 1 hour b4 2 ppl came to promote christianity to me.
hahah. den my laopo saved d daY!
went to find peggy and was teasing her hahahahs.
that poor gurl was sickk.
hope shes better.
den went with laopo to lao di fang.
and i ate my lao dong xi.
hahahh.
we took neos and i really enjoyyed my day.
i love my laopo! :)

sighh..
they are at it agn.
this doesnt feel lik home.. :((((

sy. 1:42 AM