3rd jan-a date i used to resent for d past 12 years.
looking baq, i kinda regret not cherishing every single moment of it all.
took bus 162 from parents' today ard 6.50am to granny's.
if not for d fact that i was not donning d aj uni and my hair's not black,
i wud hav tot i was on my way to school.
old habits die hard, really.
i didnt noe leaving aj was such a sad thing.
well lik ul nv cherish sth until u hav lost it..
perhaps dis is wad im feeling noww.
was actually tearing.
i feel qt empty.
d bus was d exact same bus.
with d exact same crowd.
clad in d exact same uni.
but d atmosphere,
the familiar faces,
all seemed to have vanished.
this reminds me that there is an opportunity cost for all we do.
we may not hav to wake up so early,
not havta study,
not havta stick to rules,
but there is indeed a price to pay.
we feel that there is less meaning to life,
an unknown feeling of emptiness within,
no more acting cranky ard,
no more laughter,
and of cos,
d high concession rates.

slept from 4am to 6am and napped from 9-10.30am at gm's.
aft that set off to mit joc tj nic.
was supposed to mit at 1130am.
tj arrived at 1135 and he tot he was gna b late.
lol. i told him i was gg to be a tad late and i reached at 1155am.
hahah well a tad in my opinion is <30 mins lol..
den we were on our way to marche when a ghastly fig wearing white and shades tapped on my shoulders.. hahah.
and so d 3 of us went heeren's marche to look for a seat, only to be greeted by d sign "marche would be closed for maintenance on 3rd jan. it would be open for business as usual from 4th jan. we apologise for any inconvenience caused."
how suay.
and considering taking a train from somerset to dhoby gaut costed 64cents, we decided to take bus 11 down..
got a big comfy sofa seat at cartel b4 nic joined us.
den we ate and talked..
abt future and all.
ya..
hahha and nic mentioned bout his female cousin hus talented in every way, musically, academically...
but shes lacking in love.
cus noone dares to go after her.
well, i feel that sometyms love shud not b measured by one's possessions or talents.
i mean, if u rli lik d person, jus hafta put ur ego aside.
cus its her heart and personality u love,
and if u let her go jus bcus u feel inferior,
then both parties wil not stand to gain.
owells, nic wud b gg over aussie soon.
and b4 he serves ns we can hav another gathering.
lol.

den we went to tk neos, hahahah. which i dun qt agree with nic's fren its 'gay',
not even if d whol grp were guys. lol.
took some cheapskate neos hahah and chose d pinky ones on purpose.
den nic left and 3 of us were left windoww shopping..

tot d cushioned seats at Gelare looked kinda comfy,
so 3 of us went to eat d ice cream waffle, which was on half price cus its tues.
lalala.
but we were always too slow in grabbing d cushion seats.
and d waffle was complimentary on tj lol.
den talked took some pics in which someone purposely took off specs and joc had to go..

den me and tj continued window shopping,
and carrefour is rli not too bad a place.
lik d alcohol and toiletries section.
i guess wad he said was rite.
life's goal is to be happy.
if one is material and loves money, making money can be a joy and purpose for him or her.
okay, and d best way to ensure ure happy is to first refrain urself from feeling sadd.
den he bot his honey glazed chicken for his potluck den we walked down to somerset mrt where i met my bro.

and we roamed abt town and took bus home cus it was cheaper. and both of us fell asleep on d bus. LOL. luckily we woke up in tym.