Sunday, January 22, 2006
Metamorphosis
By Ashley Rasmussen

Everyone keeps saying
You have your whole life to decide
But five years will pass so quickly
And then where will I hide?

A transformation in the making
But not yet complete
Sometimes I feel I'm floating
But I need to find my feet

One second you're a kid hanging out with your best friends
but soon I'll be all grown up
Is this how the fairy tale ends?

Sometimes it's so confusing
Which path I want to take
And how will I prepare myself
For success or heartbreak?

Soon I will be driving
I already have a car
But I still feel like a little kid
Warned not to go to far

Sometimes I feel all grown up
And now I'm too old to play
And now I have to make all these decisions
But nothing will go my way

Why can't we just be kids forever
And save the grown up stuff for last?
But reality doesn't play fair
And I'm growing up so fast.

fri and sat was spent doing biophotonic scanning for ppl.
it was to test for d amt of antioxidants one had in their body.
and also to let them sample d drink G3 which would onli be launched in apr.
was very interesting.
d ppl there were very friendly.
but of cus, there were weird ppl lik this auntie who made me wipe her hands for her cus she applied lotion and she said the scan wud be inaccurate.
then i applied abt 5 times more hand sanitizer on her than required b4 i did d scan for her and she claimed it wasn't enough and wud be inaccurate.
i was lik "but madam, it wud not affect the carotenoid score."
and she went, "oh yes, it would."den she went, "you look very young. how old are you?"
me: "eighteen"
her: "what?? so you're just a student?"
me: "yes im a temp here. ok its already done. you can remove your hand from d machine."
her: "so wads my score?"
me: "34,000"
her: "what?! its still d same. i knew it'd be inaccurate. you're jus so young."

wad an idiot. as if d scanner wud lower her score just bcos im young.
but besides that it was qt fun.
went kbox aft work on fri with cousins and siblings.
five of us sang til 3+am b4 gg hm.
den had to work on sat somemore lol.
been so sick and tired(literally) these days.
even had fever yday.

received a call on friday b4 work.
d person said sth lik "im calling from makan. you remember your interview with us?"
me: "makan? err not really.. wad place is that?"
him: "oh d one at cecil street."
and i was lik ohh...
markham advocates and solicitors...
lol...
and tmr, i'd be reporting for work.
lets hope all goes well..
really sad cus kt and sangee cant work with me.
i hope markham calls them too.
if not lunching alone wud be qt sad..
plus OT no money..
sighhhs.
i wna go hk!!!
but my mum and aunt and my sis just cannot compromise on a date.
and chanbrothers oso cannot start a tour for d only date we all are available unless we have ten ppl. :/

sy. 11:45 AM