Monday, January 23, 2006
im beat. really beat.
spent ten hours battling d immense fatigue at work.
was almost late cus d bus driver told me it wud take 30 mins,
but it took me 53mins to get there.
and i had to run almost 1km in 7 mins with heels to avoid being late.
and when i got der, d guy was lik there is a penalty for being late.
$5 d 1st tym, $10 d second and so on..
how cool.
and thrs no leave and if we must, its regarded as no-pay leave.
d worse thg is d horrible OT which does not pay.
and it seems to be an everyday thing to d ppl there.
i wanted to ask if they let me off late d 1st tym, wud i get $5 extra? d 2nd $10 and so on?
but decided not to ruin my own reputation.
loneliness finally crawled its way to me today.
i was practically on my own.
was at d audit department and rants and screams surrounded me the whole day.
got to noe a fren huda and she was waiting for her o level results,
but it was her last day.. :(
and she had only worked two weeks!
and my dept had 4 other females.
it was an overloaded dpt.
but i cuden really help.
today i sent abt 100 emails,
zapped abt 150 copies of papers,
arranged them into matching sets (the nos were up to 4 digits),
arranged mini placards for proceedings,
summarised a fax abt a dealing,
helped ard here and thr,
stoned when d whole place was in chaos,
with noone to teach me cus they were all bz,
memorised d line - SY - RCVD EMAIL -,
stared into d words "HAPPY NEW YE" (yes with d A and R missing)
sneezed, coughed,
and ate lunch in d office.
d rest of d tym i kept wondering what there was for me to do.
at tyms i was so bored i wanted to go online,
but the connection was only for d company webbie.
even solitaire.. they dint hav it.
and all of a sudden at 5.30 pm,
i had loads to do!
i mean...
that was kinda ridiculous.
cus i was supposed to end at 6!
and i tot i cud leave on tym.
lik d other two temps. :((
took a bus home and my head bumped into a lady's cus i fell asleep.
and when she alighted i bumped on d handrest,
lik 3 tyms?
and d couple on my rite were laughing.
but i was really tired.
plus im sick.
and ders no leave.. :(

sy. 10:06 PM