Wednesday, September 20, 2006
kt's bday juz over.
went kbox with skelby + chee + benice.
den went watch movie and had dinner at cj with kt ll beni.
and guess we sorta had fun gossiping?

dis doc said there was fungal infection or sth in my ears,
thats why syringing failed in may.
den aft taking her medicine and all,
my ears became.. more painful?
heh. yah. and i cant even open my eyes when theres light,
or il kip tearing. and i cant focus during lects. and all i can do at home is lie down and add pressure to my left side.
and today she told me theres nth she can do!
and she'l refer me to hospital.
so i asked her wad i shud do now,
and she juz said, 'no choice, panadol.'
wahhh.. how come my health's like deterioriating after sec school??
nowadays i feel so lonely and sad.
like i have no frens anymore.
nv felt so pathetic and weak all my life.
perhaps cus d bulk of my frens are nt here with me?
and theres noone to talk to.
sigh.
so anw i was looking at this bulk of neoprints ive kept since jc,
and i saw a smiley me in d fotos and all..
and rmbed d happy tyms, i juz felt like crying..
i dun understand why the older i m, d more i feel i cannot survive.

sy. 7:56 PM