Thursday, November 02, 2006
its d beginning of As again..
hahah i suppose its my lifetym regret?
(no sy, let go let go!)
hmmm...
good luck to all taking As/Os/exams! (:
which makes me poorer by more friends for d tym being!

and tmr's GP paper, as usual, d opening special that marks d start of As.
my bro was trying to slp from 10 to 12 and finally managed to plunge into a slumber..

somehow as i see what's gg thru, i begin to thk of last yr.
a yr ago, i was juz like him, anxious over the whole thing,
i knew i wanted to redo, but d stakes were ambiguous.
noone truly noes how badly u can do to fail,
and d worst of all is when you're caught in between,
having d least choices in life.

perhaps i tot i had gotten over all these.

but i noe i haven.

its rli depressing, but can anyone empathise?
suppose only ppl hu've been thru it will..

for d past few days, i've been diagnosed with food poisoning after the markhan outing.
was nice catching up with them=)
at least you noe u hav an affiliation out there.

had fever and diarrhoea and constipation..
hahah sounds damn ironic but yah..
and d doc prescribed live bacteria for me to take.
to neutralise the acidity in my stomach i thk..
and ive been staying home cus of this.

juz had a terrifying dream that day.
dreamt that i was redoing my As all over agn,
and i didnt even noe it and so i didnt prepare for it..
and i broke out in cold sweat..

was dat d same feeling i got when i faced it last yr?
lets say i hope its not gonna turn out to be a vicious cycle for life.
nv in life have i felt that examinations were so daunting.

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sy. 1:05 AM