Sunday, January 28, 2007

i have a confession to make.
heh. i initially tot you were a very fierce person when i first saw you in school.
after getting down to really noe u,
i must say youre really very nice, caring and fun to be with. thanks for listening to all that i have to say and helping me thk of constructive methods of looking at 'it' as a social issue, thanks for making me feel all comfortable ard you as well as giving me encouragement such as examples of ppl hu've led fulfilling lives despite all that theyre gg through. and also, i wna say that youre a beautiful person, and your beauty comes from within. be more confident of yourself because you aint that terrible person you always claim to be. i believe you have every right to pursue whatever u like and that is never wrong. also, like what a friend told me b4, if you like somebody, dont juz crush, but hit him hard with the truth! =D i noe it can be tough but try sweets to talk to him, begin small. and dont ever let such small issues in this aspect of life affect your mentality towards this issue, whatever the outcome may be. take it as a learning process! and im growing with you too! i believe tong and val and all your frens would too cus we all love you to bits! =)
on a sidenote, went tpy kbox today for a supposed esprimere outing. but in d end after countless ppl cuden make it, there was only chersweets, hanhui and i left. but its okay cus we did hav fun. esp singing for chersweets. =)
then we went to watch kungfu mahjong even thou i badly wanted to watch "happy birthday" lol. (cus its fann's bday-thou i noe theres no link wahahha) so anw, we went velocity at novena after that and window-shopped ard b4 having pepperlunch.. chersweets and i were in d cam-whore spirits today and so we eventually influenced hh to take loads and loadsa pics with us. lol.
den cus chersweets insisted on taking neos(:b), we went down to bishan after that to do so. went swensens to have d yummylicious banana crumble and it was on hh lol. =)
we talked and crapped a lot and b4 leaving, chersweets and i went to the ladies in which chersweets was talking vehemently in d cubicle beside mine. and when i was done, i realised there were 2 aunties outside paying close attn to wad she was saying, and i dint noe how to inform her. (tot of all possiblities, like shouting out to her but it would be a lil awkward since she rattled non-stop and i cuden exactly make out her words; or calling her hp but decided she'd scream even louder) and so i decided to walk out to wait for her. hahaha. and poor sweets tot i was inside and she continued her self-talk til she realised that someone else was in d cubicle i occupied. and we all had a good laugh! hahha. =)
had a weird weird dream yday that seemed sooooo real.
i almost cuden wake up.
funfunfun. but not disciplined enough. ARGH.
tmr's gna be gone agn agn and agn!