Saturday, March 10, 2007


nv understood why..
why i was picked..
lived on everyday..
believing miracles do happen,
trying to be optimistic lest the fatigue and fear,
trusting things would turn out fine.
draining d whole world..
family & frens alike..
being stigmatized consciously & unconsciously,
there were d good&bad..
when d good comes,
the bad is attracted to the good.
and the bad becomes worse each cycle.
so tempted..
to do stuff ive nv advocated.
so tempting..
just to get it off my back.
this tym round,
its affecting my day-to-day routine.
having a meal peacefully is a bliss..
being able to endure a long journey is too..
i wish...
i could.

sy. 12:29 AM