Saturday, April 07, 2007
ive been posed recently this question for a fair no of times,
"what do you want from this?"
this agn set me thinking,
wad do i truly want in life?
wad do i hope to have,
or isit really true that whr thrs a will, thrs a way?
human beings can really be fragile,
sometyms they cannot control it,
but they say things they didnt mean to say.

i finally got an easter bunny choc from chee!! (:
yippee!
but it shattered into a million pieces in my bag.
guess it was just nt meant to be mine..
and she passed me this book in which i probably would never need it unless its for advising her. :b
having bronchitis now,
and i dunno wad it is honestly,
but it isnt too good a feeling.

and just like the hollow area within the chocolate easter bunny,
i feel empty within.
sometyms i dunno why i can get so down,
but as cher says,
its good to feel that youre at your worst,
cause that means you cant get any worse.
well, thats really true.

the older one gets,
the more one would feel that there is a need to live everyday like there's no tmr.
so many uncertainties,
so many lifelong liabilities,
it'll drain one's energy,
makes one irrational.
and it is a vicious cycle.
then one gets trapped in the past,
whr it was the good old days.

i wish thr was just someone who cared.
but that would be selfish.
the medicine is seriously clouding my senses,
and my ability to absorb.
perhaps this is all predestined.

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sy. 10:41 PM