Wednesday, April 18, 2007
















moody moody...
talked to chee over d phone and cried.
thanks dear for that listening ear.
useless me..

many occurences in life happen in a vicious cycle..

like recruit kong said,
i use violence to hide my insecurities and fear.
whywhywhy?

i always feel so inferior,
and even when im on d losing end or when i rli want sth,
i wont fight for my own rights..

well..
studying hasnt been productive.
ive never tried studying a month in advance in my life.
always a last min worker,
and with the influx of negative thoughts and all the other stuff,
really, i cannot absorb anything.

maybe cooping helps.

amk mac mugging was qt nice and all..
the guys rli made mugging fun..
thanks for all those who came down,
huiching, lucas, tecksheng, tai an, wenfu, gary
and nono ah fu,
I DO NOT HAVE SM TENDENCIES!

for more updates on the overnight adventure,
refer to ah fu's blog.
went sch to submit the 2006 esp accts with ts yday.
was really unlucky.
the roads were not even and i was practically wading thru water which only seemed deeper as i walked on..
den i u-turned and walked another way,
which was wet too..
sigh.
ts can vouch for my wet jeans.
he shrieked when he felt it.
mannn... the bad weather..
no wonder im coughing agn..

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