Wednesday, July 18, 2007
今天心情真是非常糟，
越来越觉得周淑仪什么都做不好，
好没用，就连泪水也强忍不住。。

你不是已经答应自己要坚强不屈，
什么都要往肚子吞吗？？
为什么你做不到？？

只能说我尽力了。。
对于勾心斗角得人，
我无话可说。。
毕竟我也只是一个没有杀伤力的兼职员工。。。

似乎已经习惯自己独自承受悲伤痛苦了，
可我好厌倦这种习惯。。好累啊。。。

peggy u addressing yourself?
why so random?

sy. 11:59 PM
long and tiring day at work..
dunno why but i cant kp awake in that stuffy room,
no matter how much ive slept,
how much water i drink just to kip myself awake,
to that tipping pt in which i dont even noe someone is calling me..
useless!

i kip having flashbacks of ppl talking to me..
and me answering them..
just like some dream.

and it hurts..
my fingers are swollen from the bleeding and almost all my nails got cut off.

albeit the cold environment,
its nice to know that the ppl ard are warm..
at least they were nice enough to gimme two harry potter sneaks tix,
the doctor and nurses bear,
snacks like chocolate banana cake & tuna puff,
yummylicious lunch treats,
and not forgetting their sharing :)

so the real world isnt that political afterall, i hope?

somehow, i feel that males and females handle stuff very differently,
and its making my job tough..
d nicest part is always when someone drops me an sms :)
then im awake agn lol..

some colleague spoke to me in english today though she spoke mandarin,
cos she tot i was indonesian?? lol..

so shagged, thanks chee for acc me agn..
i thk ive got a new goal-emotional health management
hows that? :)

dunno wads wrong but my bowels seem to be rather problematic now.
greenish discolouration of excretion!! someone tell me wads gg on!

its so good to be a 小妹妹 in everyone else's eyes..
so fantastic to feel protected..

cant wait for all these to end.. thk ive seen wad id wanted to see. :)

sy. 2:08 AM

Monday, July 16, 2007
MY HAIRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(

thanks to chew sufen, you good, you idiot,
still can laugh!

orientation was good.. will blog abt it soon :)


nicest picture up first lol. :b






sy. 12:45 AM

Monday, July 09, 2007

nice nice vid :)


sy. 12:14 AM

Saturday, July 07, 2007
been a long time since i last blogged!
yay and ive been very occupied with loadsa stuff thats gg on,
yet still have time to 胡思乱想,
life's just ironic isnt it?

so yeap went yoga last sunday with mich laopo
(ah i haven gone once this week!)
and then met up with wf lrj ts & mt! ((:
watched transformers and was qt good

thou i didnt exactly appreciate being in the 2nd row lol.






















then 2nd and 3rd july was the long awaited skelby hotel stay!

hangout @ mt. emily :)
























qt cool, we ruled and rocked the dorm.

cel lucy and xuannie sweeties bdays.
then played card games,
snacked, drank red wine and played truth or truth!





















was the climax of the whole stay,

























but i dozed off first. :b

sorry guys!






















rli shagged from everything :)
























haha we can hav another soon!

when we're richer lol.
so right after that i started my temp job at commonwealth,
which to me is super super far!!
have to wake up ard 6+ which im so not used to!
lol..
working for nhg and doing filing and admin here and thr..
and its qt fun cos youll see the HR side of all doctors and stuff. :)
but filing.. can get so dry.
so depressing.
in a teeny weeny room with minimal ventilation and dust(i suspect),
its hard to not feel breathless or dehydrated.
haha and i dont get to sit as long as im filing.
take a look!























and my colleagues gave me 2 sneaks ticks today for harry potter 5!! :)

watchin with the junior docs i guess.
hee! but stil haven decided if i shud go..
but im clinging and holding on...
i thk and hope it'd be over soon!
吃得苦中苦方为人上人!
lol.
was very sleepy..
dunno why but i rli dont feel like sleeping these days..
just like the filing images would haunt me.
then id be super tired the next day,
from less than 3 hours of slp.
lol.
confined myself in the filing room during lunch today
to take a super nap according to 霆峰周伯通 :b
then dunno why so emo sudd..
haiz..

then typed this on my phone,
''have come to some self-realisation after an hour of isolation in the office.
ppl are always self-centred, as long as theyre fine,
theyre rather insensitive to the needs of others.
at times, i jus wish thr was one suyee-centric person,
n tt would be enough for me to persist, i guess..
but no.. no matter wad happens, this would nv come true.
cos this is sy's life. all she can do right now is to accept and allow
those sad feelings to penetrate, cos she has no control over it too."

haha. super emo..
sigh.
went watch dim sum dollies with kaitiantian!! :)
and hossan leong rocks!
rli a nice production!
gt chance must watch! :)
lucy-happy 070707! (:
lil jacob's bday cele tmr. hope i can make it monkeydear :)
yangyang's 1st bday cele on sunday! :))

sy. 1:03 AM

Sunday, July 01, 2007
ppl visit this site when youre free:
http://home.comcast.net/~wolfand/
:)

sy. 1:49 AM