Thursday, November 15, 2007
its ugly.
when it seems flawless on the outside,
yet it is decomposing inside..


day by day,
you convince yourself,
yes im just one of them.


yet deep down,
you noe youre not.

all you can do,
is to clench your fists tightly,
not even noticing the protruding knuckles,
and allow your jaws to tighten.

you wonder how long this would last.
soon, you become conditioned to this.
never belittle conditioning.

sometimes,
you just hope to achieve simple,
yet great things in life.
you want to watch a movie sitting right in the middle,
you want to enjoy the serenity doing yoga,
you want to break free from pity,
you want to avoid scrutiny,
you want to just entrust yourself to someone.
yet it may just sound easy to anyone you pick on the streets,
but to you,
its a feat.

somehow,
hopes are always deluding.
just like how looks are deceiving.

i was just being random..

sy. 10:47 PM