Saturday, February 23, 2008




















been having bz days lately.
been feeling moody lately too.
i guess i understand how some of my frens feel nearing their birthdays now.
perhaps i took a wrong step.
perhaps ive changed.
but like chengsong said,
no matter how old you are,
wads more impt is your maturity level.
and thrs nothing wrong with crying,
or tearing shud you not be able to cry.
i gather that talking to your subconscious mind seriously helps a lot.
its terrifying, but really helpful.

all the lectures have come to a close,
and come next wk,
its prelims and full day weekday weekend revision lectures.
and exams.
sigh.
i feel so frustrated,
not exactly because of all the things coming my way,
but rather, disappointment over many things.
and i can only relate how i feel by visiting the temple,
cos only they understand.

sometimes it rli hurts when ppl u trust still dont understand you.
they thk youre rli that moronic,
and dont even know wads going on in your own life.
sometyms noone but yourself is clear abt wads gg on in your own life,
and youre just trying to face it.
trying to be realistic.
so wad if i dont have dreams?
i just dont like to lead myself on.
and if you dont like that,
you can keep it to yourself,
thankyou very much.
and period. pls dont talk abt this anymore.

and bz bz bz bz wk next wk.
i just hope that that nightmare of mine doesnt materialise.
and a big thankyou to all those who are willing to come! :)

sy. 2:18 AM