childhood.
this is a big word.
never belittle how this can impact your life.
you may not know or feel it off hand,
but it attacks you subconsciously,
and it is cyclical.
you bring it on, to affect life in later stages,
be it in a positive manner, or simply adversely.
you allow your mental constructs to revolve ard it,
and gradually you are made to believe that you were made this way,
so life pivots on a self-fulfilling prophecy.
(well this is an impt discipline in psychology, sociology, and even marketing! :p)
and like monkey said,
suyee has to be there for suyee when suyee feels alone.
she has to learn how to protect herself,
and build more walls.
okay, back to maslow's hierachy of needs.
(something so close to my heart since lower secondary)

sigh i thk im stuck at the third level.
but i should be happy,
cos some ppl never survive fulfilling the first.
sy will try to be motivated to study!!!
attended wenfu's convo just now,
i guess being able to experience that day itself is a feat.
everyone there was so blessed with love.
whichever aspect, so lucky i felt so happy for them.
but wad can i expect when my turn comes?
(monkey:dont expect! :b)
lol, ok monkey i wont.
nevertheless,
congrats, wenfu & laorenjia! (:
will post the fotos up soon!
p.s.:change is inevitable, but i dont like it. ):
Labels: a scar never fades. especially on the heart.
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