Wednesday, June 11, 2008
back from my hk trip :)
weather was qt bad but yes i had fun =)
wil post some pics soon.

its rather hard for me to express this openly but im so bothered by it i feel i should.
i always treated you as a really good fren and telling you abt everything,
never ever believing wad others said about you wanting to get close to me.
but i had to find out for myself that you see me in THAT way.
and its hard to accept that fact even up till today.
sometimes i trust too much,
i tell too much.
so you probably find me a burden,
find that im burdening everyone ard me with my grievances or angst.
but you dont understand this is how i choose to let it out,
or i'd go crazy.
sometimes i so wish to tell you how i feel,
how i walked along the streets crying because this is how you see friendship,
at least thats what you see in me,
and it further prevents me from wanting to shower my care on another friend.
no one is made exactly the same way as another,
and if you choose to hate me,
il accept that.
but please do not stab me hard.
thats all i ask for.

marisa: nope its fine sweetheart. i dont need anything.
pei: i just came back from hk! :) howre you?
cs: yupp i will kp trying..

sy. 4:37 PM