Tuesday, June 03, 2008
sometimes no matter how hard you try,
how much effort you put in,
you just cant seem to do it.


some people live their lives never feeling this way.
im so envious,
because things dont always go my way,
no matter how hard i try.
i really did try.
so why cry.

i dont care wad others really think.
cos i noe i gave my all in sth im not good at.
and yet i lack that bit of luck.

if its not this, its just that.
i dont even try to give excuses,
or attempt to give up,
i just keep trying,
but i never make it.
can anyone comprehend?
i cant even swim,
i cant even cycle.
i cant anything.
i cant play games.
so what can i do?
i really dont care how others see me,
but why do ppl whom i love and care for just dont trust me too?
bestie said i lack the glow and id probably have to go thru very rough patches.
yes i am now.
how can i change this........!

this journey of life can be so tiring,
and im so tired.
and to my skelby dears,
im sorry for owing this for so long.







sy. 12:41 PM